Monday 14 January 2013

Analogy, rings which do not have a bezel as 'endless' are always possible to go beyond where ever you are on them. The next part becomes apparent before the end of the previous phase. I maybe working in a jewellery shop! If it doesn't happen and my journal stops here then I am dead, but the journal continues and so do all of my other endeavours, but does this answer any real questions?

What happened to imagination and the Olympics combined, what is this harsh cruelty that our lives predicate as real. In conversation with Chrx there were two suicides that his mother was recently informed about. Her tenant in a near by seaside town lost both his sons due to depression (which is common in the current age and can not be medicated as easily as the doctors presume.) 

Chrx would never have been able to afford the apartment if it wasn't for money received from this tenant. The point is, were sacrifices in this tragic story made. If Christ was the first accident then surly a few thousand years later there must be a second coming and then perhaps we will affiliate Christ with Super Symmetry or God without question. Christ is the highest level of a random process where nature can operate. It is a misjudgement if we believe that accidents do not require collisions between two objects. For instance if it was Christs word that an object can materialise on the first accident then it would need another accident to give it an actual form, even if a priory triggers an accident in a posteriori, the same rule is applicable. Miracles can happen but they still have some degree of illusion.

When I arrived at Chrx's new apartment, I gave him a painting as a gift, which fitted perfectly with the Ikea furniture. I had no idea what the colour schemes were. On the sunniest days we see our friends so that our memories are swamped with light, always. The analogy of bezel rings is "ultimately imperfect, because this 'endlessness' is not the only property a thing has to have in order to count as genuinely infinite. In transversing it you should also never cover the same ground, more than once, this does not happen with a circle, however, which only has the property that the next step is different from the previous one."

When I was 20 I started recording music on a tape recorder that made a strange clicking noise, when you pressed record. I completed countless tapes by the time I was in my early 30's, they were destroyed in the fire of a warehouse, where myself and three other Artists produced work. I now have a tape machine which is connected to a digital recorder with similar functions, mixer, microphone and guitar. The sound is as I intended so that I can scrapbook an idea for an album called "Compilation tapes for Jynx" and the next will be compilation tapes for Colleen, who was a childhood sweetheart of mine and the next will be ?? who knows Trevor.

I may only complete two albums. The point is I am writing and recording in exactly the same way as in my early twenties. This time the tapes will not be destroyed because they are on line. A process is endless if by accident. We can recover previous methods that were lost anytime. It is of course the quality of tape that I am interested in, even though I hated it when I was younger and all I wanted was crystal clear sound. The sound that I can get is as pristine now as I expected when I was 21. I have fulfilled a potential that led to this actuality.
A quick note about Pythagoras, it is a study worth, pursuing. There are 10 forms. If we subtract 7 we're left with 3 which is divided into 2 accidents and on the 3rd a new actuality is formed. On the 11th day of January I delivered a painting to the RWA. 11 is when forms start to repeat each other. 0 can not be predicated as a form as yet. Another example, I was at a friends new apartment in Bristol. We were watching a game show, Noel Evens was on, Whose deal is it any way, I tried to predict the box with £20,000. The options were between 7 and 10. I wrongly guessed 7, because 10 is where forms cease at their primary source, before repeating identical sequences all over again, absurd! This was a comical moment, I had some expectations. 

Chrx had endured his own personal hell in a town that he will never return to again, understandably, it is a hole. Whilst he was leaving his flat the neighbour hung out the window with a joint and said,'leaving?' Chrx replied,'Yes, I prefer whisky with scrambled eggs, at 10 o clock in the morning on the 10th day and on the 10th month!''Lucky fucker,'the neighbour reciprocated.'

We visited him not by train or boat but by car, first time since he moved, on a beautiful sunny afternoon 11th January. There was an exhibition of Cats at RWA, which was a reminder to Jynx that cats need looking after. The intelligence of cats substantiates this point. It is a bigger realm than the narrow human one that we exist in. Extra note; one near car accident on M5 and 2nd very near accident with lorry towards Suspension bridge. The tape stopped at exact point so the Sat Nav directions could be heard, before Jynx shouts and orders me to turn down volume.

When we arrived my first conversation with Chrx was about the film, Life of Pi. 'I'm sure I've seen that film before,'he said. "That was the feeling I had as well.' I told him."Where the tyger looks at the stars and sea, my favourite scene.' How do we explain this. Infinity is not
'That which has nothing beyond itself but that which always has something beyond itself or some further part,' let us not be misguided by the death of outside things or other creatures and people because there is always another part that forms, even when the evidence is strongly against this opinion. 

A note about accidents (pun). Pen leaks, the evidence is marks on the adjacent page, I cough and spit is on the page as well (apologies for being disgusting). I am finishing a part time job and about to apply for another, the decisions for which were made spontaneously, but they were two accidents. Collisions can only occur between two identifiable objects, whether they exist in a priory or a posteriori. They are obviously apparent. Three supersedes one and two, but they do follow each other. 
This is science, whilst sport celebrates the trickery of television. The thought alone of dwarfs as Greek Gods in Olympic pools was triggered by a film on T.V. The information I study filters through from others who have also read the same philosophy. They are few. The masses absorb information that reaches capacity and their bodies become penetrable corpses, only by worms. Burial and cremation disperses the built up energy whilst they were living and breathing.

To summarise, the only possible way for the infinite to exist is potentially and as a result of subtraction and addition, in equal quantities. We have to depend on division"In both cases it is possible to take something extra, but in addition the total will not exceed every magnitude, as is possible in division."

There is always something smaller still. Unless there is something which is in actuality infinite. Infinity can exist. The natural scientists describe a body beyond the universe as a being, whose substance is air and earth or what ever else such as body devoured by eagles in high altitudes.

Plato was led to the notion of two infinities, one is of addition and the other is of subtraction. "It looks as though it is possible to exceed any specified limit and to tend towards infinity both by increase and by subtraction."

Pythagoras made no use of this notion. There isn't infinite subtraction among numbers because the smallest number is one in either direction through minus' and plus'. We have never been able to use 0 as a workable form not even in binary. This system is yet to be cracked. Numbers end at 10 which is the final destination for every careerist politician(pun) after which we start at 1 added to itself.

Can we locate forms that belong in zero and if we do, what is unleashed, infinity that has no specified parameters? and if so have we arrived already. This is not 2013. It is year 0. Reality is different. It has evolved and so our logic has to evolve with it. If this is the case it will increase in momentum. (Alpha gallery is first gallery but I find it's closing and will become residence for rich O.A.P's, surely the O.A.P's and family that live above will buy the paintings below or someone related to them will fund so that owners can pay rent? but when I remember the film 'Iron Lady' I will correct posture at writing desk, however most heterosexual men have masculine  postures!

The Super Symmetry

"In the case of magnitudes each part exists and in the case of human beings and time the parts cease to be but in such a way that the process does not fail."

Let us reverse in effect the sequence of direction and link these two variables in such a way that one increases as the other decreases, turning it all upside down and inside out, reversing what we considered and believed to be reality. The Olympic Games were impressive during Aristotles time because Poseidon swam between Attica, Euboea, Acarnania and Elis, but they were equally impressive in 2012, because of the Paralympics, that para derives from the word power.

These are the Gods of Greek Mythology. The dwarf turns into Zarathustras snake in vast Olympic pools. The average person can not believe the miracles that are taking place and the medal ceremony is suitably received.

The reality of course was expensive and disappointing. A description of the Olympic games should be consistent throughout the duration of time. The real Ancient Greeks were football players! The game is random and strategic, even on the play station at 4.30 am, new years eve 2013 and doubtful whether I will see 13 all the way through.

13 will be different, inverse, the Greek God, Triton, with gills below his ears , was actually a dwarf in the paralympics and a giant this year, because of the credibility that the games will bring to it's competitors. He was building up to be a God, long before he was first aware of his disability. We all have some form of disabling. 

Another example is, the queen jumps out of a helicopter with James bond (007). His birthday and Jubilee coincided earlier in the year, remember? It's a publicity stunt. He meets her first in Buckingham palace, they fly to the stadium, the crowd gasp in one unanimous breath, expecting her to arrive in the usual custom, but of course she doesn't.